Your Daddy may not be physically in your life. There is a spiritual replacement ,understanding Gods role in our life. We can maximize our life through the forgiveness process. Find a live role model that will implement the father figure. Many years ago my husband connected to our Pastor.This man became his role model for family an life.
Open up and trust someone to help U
Psalm 27:10
When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.